Insomnia 2.5

Gua tak tidur hari ni..

Pawer tak?

Penyesalan

Aku sebenarnya mengalami seribu sesalan masa makan malam dengan famili aku tadi. Sigh!

Menyesal tadi tak makan nasi ayam. Nampak orang makan sedap je.

Anjing Pun Tak Bodoh Macam Dia

Orang kata bangun pagi ni segar, segar mende celake!

Harini aku bangun pagi,walaupun tido tak cukup tapi aku saje-saje nk bangun awal. Rasa nak tido balik pun ada ni, tapi takpe aku relax je sebab harini jumaat takut terlajak nak pergi sembahyang jumaat.

Aku sebenarnya ni malas nak bergaduh pasal bola dengan orang yang cetek pemikiran, dahlah bangang pasal bola. Kutuk team lain bukan main, bila kena kutuk tahu pulak nak marah pastu heboh satu dunia dan tunjukkan kebangangan dia. Kan bangang namanya tu! Aku tengok orang lain relax je tak macam sekumpulan yang dikatakan peminat no.1 ni. Dah macam anjing yang tak dapat tulang.

Okla. Selamat Pagi! Aku nak sambung tidur balik, nak mimpi Kate Beckinsale.

Tuhan

Awan yang mendung,

Awan yang kelabu,

Hujan bakal melimpahi,

Membasahi diri.

Sesegar air di sungai,

Tiada lagi seindah di lautan,

Ku sanjung dirimu,

Hanyalah satu.

Tidak terdaya menunggu,

Sungguhpun hidup hanya sementara,

Ku tunggu.

Tuhanku,

Hakikatnya,

Aku pergi dulu,

Daripada ingatan dirinya…

Baru

Setelah 2012 berlalu dengan penuh yakin dan saksama, dan mulalah tahun baru. Semua ada azam baru, kereta baru, berbaru baru lagi.

Aku plak tak ada yang baru, aku sekarang duduk rumah je goyang kaki. Kerja tak ada, duit tak ada, apa pun aku tak ada. Pathetic kan? hewhewhew

Okay, cukup untuk harini.

2013

Dalam proses nak buat comeback!

2012

I'm back blahblahblah!!

Just share some blahblahblah!

Okay, thank GOD, I'm still alive.

GOD has given me the time to appreciate life blahblahblah!

Firstly, after i resign from the agency about a year ago, got transfered to 'koperasi'. Thanks to my beloved sister because she recommended me to go there. Well, she's right. The environment is quite good and the relationship from the lads, ahhh i feels like family. 

Until last week, I decided to resign for the second time in my life. 

Reason?? ahh, Its simple. Working environment is really not awesome. Fuck yeahhhh bitch!!

This year, hopefully me and my family had the chance to performed Hajj because last year, we didn't have the chance. So, really hope this year will be our year. 

Love life? ahhh, disgusting shit!! 

No lah, feeling rejected for the third time i guess. So, i don't think I can accept another love life at this moment. I want to focused on my career, my mom and of course my family. Without them, i think i can't be strong enough to breath. 

Not to forget, Selamat Hari Raya, Maaf Zahir dan Batin for those who read this blog.

I just renew my company, LARS NETWORK with the lads so I hope or maybe got a few jobs so i can earn extra money. Thanks to SSM because my company will running at least 5 year. Hahahahaha!!

Okay, its nearly 2 a.m. Tomorrow want to catch some movie with the lads. I have to sleep now.

Regards,

Shukri.

separuh melayu, separuh jawa #proud