Final chapter

Good luck sang harimau malaya.

Lepas ni tumpuan pada skuad pembangunan bola sepak.

Penat

Aku penat nak bawa kapal seorang.
Aku penat nak melintas jalan seorang.
Aku penat nak masak seorang.
Aku penat nak bercinta seorang.

Mati.

Lost

Al-Fatihah makcik.

Semoga tenang di sana.

Ada masa kita akan berkumpul satu keluarga.

unforgiven

for the past few days, I've not been able to control my emotion. so far, maybe i was a little bit upset about things I've been through.

maybe its about her. i was quite sure its her. i don't know why, maybe some part of me doesn't want to let her go. hmm

that is so so sad.

i think its about time to let her go. i think it about time to let her know, some part of me still needed her.

why?

first, as we all know that she is totally bitch, i know she one of the kind. she has passion in her work, her life. independent woman. i don't think any Malaysian woman out there dare to be like her. ha ha just joking

to be a good person, we must forgive other person mistake.

'Saya Maafkan Awak', i wrote that because she doesn't understand English.

now i can live happily ever after.

don't forget to pray for the safety of the passengers flight #MH370.

May Allah take you to the nicest place. We will see you on the other side of the world.

Adios!

8 March 2014

Its a sad day for Malaysia.

Please come back, we are waiting for you!!

dont forget to #PrayForMH370

2014

I start my 2014 not so good as i planned.

My project has been delayed because had a few problem.

But, i always start in a good way..

im a futsal player now.

playing for this talented team (Pishang FC)

this picture taken when we had a friendly match.

i dont know which team we are against!

our team vs Kamsiah FC

wedding reception.

one of our teamates.

 

 

I call this selfie.

haha

last sunday.

Astana FC vs Just FC (we won 4-2)

it's me on the right side of the picture.

i play like shinji kagawa. haha

 

I quite happy with my life eventhough it's not good as i planned.

 

When you lost everything in one day, you must stay strong and pull yourself together.

Rest in Peace 2013

Selamat Datang 2014.

Tahun 2013 dah berlalu dengan jaya.

Tahun yang amat menyakitkan hati aku. Tahun yang membuatkan aku jatuh terduduk dari segala segi. Tahun yang amat amat bermakna bagi aku kerana tahun itu membuatkan aku untuk bangkit semula. InsyaAllah.

"Bismillahirahmanirrahim,
Dengan nama Allah yang maha pemurah lagi maha mengasihani.
Engkau akan menyesal dengan apa yang kau buat pada aku nabeela farhana."

Jadi, tahun 2014, InsyaAllah lah, aku akan memperbetulkan apa yang kurang. Tak banyak sebenarnya dan aku harap lembaran baru ni dapat memberi aku sinar dan boleh bangkit dari kejatuhan yang amat perit ini.

Ok, now it's the time to move on to the new chapter and new beginning.